uuummm…..soooo…..
Christmas break sucks. The hot chocolate and cold outside is great. But the break part sucks. Maybe the second half will be better, ya know, when I’m with you again. Oh and get to see my kitten again because I miss her so muuuuuch!
So many decisions to make in just a few weeks! I hate being decisive - I like it better when things just happen. It’s way more fun that way. I can not wait to be in Georgia with Zac and his family and have a wonderful time with my future in-laws and Gramps(who is AWESOME!) It’ll finally be the break I’ve anticipated. To get away from this wretched place. I guess it’s not so much the place that’s wretched. It’s the people. They don’t get it. They really really don’t. Now, not all of them are quite so horrible. Some of them are actually quite lovely. They are smart, neat, and no matter their personality, they are wonderful to be in company with. They may be cold but they bring a warmth that only comes with people who are honest - to themselves, and others. And, my God, is it a comfort to be in the midst of a few good honest people. Others may not see them as “good” or even “honest”, simply because of religious preference or their ideals. But to me they are good honest company. They are unlikely friends that I know my life would not be the same now without. They have the nerve and the heart to say what they think to you, not behind you, and that is something I find rare, and admirable beyond many other traits others hold in high esteem. I miss that company already, the company I have only found in The Plains…
I am not sleepy at all, but maybe I should try to be. I hope everyone finds that good, honest company - even if it’s just one person - to mull over everything and nothing with. Because nothing can replace that.
